Tuesday, May 30, 2006
What's going on in my brain right now...
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I suddenly feel I have no friends
Suddenly everyone seem to be turning their backs on me.
Those I thought were good friends, lie to me,
Avoid me.
Those I thought I had a connection with,
I realise that they're not that similar afterall.
Those I felt may be potential to be good friends,
Seem to shun me.
Those I thought loved me,
Begin to find fault with me.
Even my real friends,
Have a life of their own now.
Am I such a pain in the arse?
Maybe I'm just too much for you to handle.
Maybe I was never liked from the begining.
Maybe I'm just too fake.
I seriously feel low now.
I'm cold, down and out.