Saturday, March 04, 2006
For You,
Just had to get it off my chest
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Although I had already blogged today, a sudden surge of emotions came through and I just had to get it off my chest and you're not home.
I'm missing you.... I thought I wouldn't but I am.... Perhaps the last few weeks given me some time and space to sort out my thoughts. My life is changing. Moved into a new environment, experiencing a new phase alone without you, meeting new people and making new friends. Through that, I guess I could have been looking for someone to replace you. I went out with others, things just didn't feel right. Can't deny I was lost. Hints would appear as if God was tryin to tell me something. Songs that would remind me of you played during dinner our favourite movie or thing would appear when I least expected it. I felt fustrated. Despite the chaos, you stood by me, was there for me; waiting just like you always do. Never once did you tell me you've given up on me or didn't care about me and you tolerated my behaviour. Then it came to me.....You are irreplacable. You've moved me I would say, from the bottom of my heart. I reflected upon and realised; you were just like fluffy clouds I could always fall back on if I had a misadventure and hurt myself. You cared and pampered me this way and I felt it. I appreciate it and I thank you for all the wonderful memories we shared through these years. Times we had would be forever to keep. At least for me. We're exact opposites but we complement each other so well I could hardly believe it. I'm glad you fill up the missing gaps to my puzzle. Although I nag that you have an "expired" mind- set I'm happy you are this way. I'm thankful I met you, my antique. 
"I love you and you know it"
From: Me
my memories ♥
11:44 PM;;
11:44 PM;;
